Day -1

Worrying. “Worrying is like a rocking chair, it gives you something to do, but it doesn’t get you anywhere.” Worrying is one of those things that just ruins your day. And when I mean “ruin” I mean, imagine someone….or better yet, look back on the day when someone close said those terrible words to you, “I’m disappointed in you” (yea it hurts).

Therefore…worrying become this ugly cat scratching at your back just waiting for you to turn your head, look at it and then it’ll say “what the f%#% did you do today, because I am disappointed.”

So you go around town….well the “City” to be exact looking down and hoping and praying that your music will drown out everything (granted this works sometimes, not always), but it doesn’t. The Beatles, Eagle Eye Cherry, Mr Amos, and yes…Bob Marley does not help…even Canon D will not do nothing. And sooner or later you’re forced to face that scratching on your back…when in reality it’s nothing…but everything. It’s you, stupid.

Now some of the best…the best ways to drown out “worrying” is:

1. The cheapest whiskey possible
2. Bad music, cause then you’re life doesn’t suck so much (i.e. lady gaga)
3. Going to work
4. Anxiety induced friends

“Going to work?” Believe it or not, it does help, because after work, you’ll realize that the small space that you’re paid to occupy and do (sometimes “meaningless”) work in, becomes your jail cell and thus you’ll be thinking about … something else (use your imagination).